Six Steps to Ally to Yourself
by Brisbane City Psychologist Dr Tracy Butterworth
Is compassion a weak indulgence or a more meaningful way to achieve well-being?
When I introduce ‘compassion’ in therapy or with my friends and family, there is often resistance to the idea. I hear, ‘but if I don’t push myself, I won’t get anything done’ or ‘kindness is weak’. It seems we are much more comfortable with our inner-critic than our inner-ally.
We are driven by perfect outcomes (which rarely exist) instead of being the best version of ourselves throughout the process. Some successful friends and clients will say, ‘but the inner-critic got me this far’ however, they will also often acknowledge it has caused suffering and the process has been miserable.
Criticism vs Supportive Encouragement
I regularly hear stressed parents berating themselves for being ‘bad parents’, with no acknowledgment that every day they try their best. Tragically, some people reach a point where they hate the thing they once loved (work, being a parent, gym, self-improvement). The enjoyment is taken out of it by constant internal bullying to be better.
It is reasonable to be engaged in personal goals and bettering ourselves in any sphere of life (love, work, parenting, sport, recovery). But, what if the most successful path to our hopes and the most effective way to motivate ourselves is to be our support system or an ally to ourselves?
This point was illustrated beautifully to me while recently watching my 7-year-old son play soccer. The teams were evenly matched.
Bullies, including internal ones, take the pleasure out of whatever endeavour we are engaged in, and we stop being able to respond and play creatively.
Beware of the Smoke Detector of Your Mind
I know that adult life is not a soccer game; it’s tougher, and the demands are more significant. However, it is critical and revealing to consider questions like:
- ‘What do I do when I encounter suffering and struggle in myself and others?
- Do I criticise myself when I’m struggling?
- Is this a reasonable response?
- Would I want my friends, family or children to talk to themselves like this when they are down?
- Would I speak to a friend, who is struggling, like this?
The problem with an inner-critic is that it will often trigger our amygdala: our threat system or the smoke detector of our mind.
Compassion: The Courageous ‘Firefighter’
Paul Gilbert, the founder of Compassion Focused Therapy, described it as, ‘a sensitivity to suffering in ourselves and others and a motivation to make it better.’ We struggle to create genuine contentment (for ourselves and others) without being able to non-judgmentally and sensitively be present to our struggles.
I know so many people who say, ‘I meditate, I exercise, I do yoga, but I don’t feel better’. These activities have become tasks on the modern to-do list or improving our performance rather than considered responses to the question, ‘what do I need, based on a non-judgemental and empathic consideration of how I feel?’
Compassion is a skillset and consists of six attributes: care for wellbeing, sensitivity, sympathy, empathy, non-judgement and emotional courage.
Paul Gilbert recently described compassion, at a conference in Brisbane, as a firefighter’s sensitivity to suffering and motivation to run into a burning building to rescue someone, despite their fears. Compassion requires us to be emotionally courageous and consciously aware.
Therefore, compassion is not pity or weakness. It is not about never having difficult emotions again or selfish or underserved. Compassion is not always putting others needs above our own, and it is not abdicating responsibility. Compassion is not too hard or overwhelming or setting you up to fall, and it doesn’t make you more vulnerable to other people. (Mary Welford, CFT for dummies).